I'm fine. completely and totally fine.
I'm sorry if I sounded dark and bleak yesterday. I was going for reserved and vague. I should know by now that I'm not good at vague. I'm much better at laying my cards all over the table and saying "hey! - here it is..."
So, Hey! Here it is:
I am fine. Good even.
I just have those blahs that we all get. (tell me we all get them!) The ones where I have tons of things that I should do, but nothing that I want to do. It's a motivational issue for me, and nothing more. I didn't want to drag people down for no reason, and I really didn't want sympathy comments. But if the comments had been turned on, my friend Dave made a graph that completely cracked me up to show what they would have looked like:
more funny pictures
So for all of you who were guessing pregnant - umm that would be a no.
And a quick thank-you to my friends who sent emails. I'm sorry that I concerned you for no good reason.
But if I HAD been pregnant, it would have taken a LOT more than sending prayers and emails for me to feel better.
I'm just sayin'.